Millie @Millie@mastodon.lol

I suppose that it's my turn to write my introductory toot,,

I'm Millie, I'm a 20y/o lady

I work as a full time cook, but I have a few other passions, such as #coding, #gaming and #gamedev

I'm an introvert for the most part, but I love making new friends,, if we have similar interests, you'll get annoyed at how much I can talk 😅

I come from Twitter, so Mastodon is a new thing for me, but feel free to interact with me!!

G' day fwen!

Sometimes I think of my life like it was a plane, trying to take off on a runway

I live life against the wind (just an like an airplane takes off against the wind)

And at some point, V1 is called out

Then you either take off, or you crash

And I feel like I'm crashing

For some reason, my laptop refused to connect to the 5G WiFi at home.. and the "regular" WiFi kept disconnecting

.. I restarted the router.. fixed

Reminds me of the golden advice,

"Have you tried turning it off and on again?"

Honestly

The worst kind of advice anyone can give you, is any that tells you to trust people

People say that you should open yourself more to people, that you should give them a chance to prove themselves to b worthy

But nearly every time, I end up on the losing side

Someone tried to convince me that I was wrong. I hesitated, I knew what I was right. They play the emotional manipulation move and I take the bait.

Now I'm here once more tooting about what went wrong in my life, and how I feel so miserable blah blah blah

In the end, it's my fault, I was the one walking into your trap, knowing fully well that I would leave hurt

I guess that I thought that it would be different this time, but you're just like everyone else

Broken promises create broken people

I need to write

Writing helps coping with the harsh reality that is life

and it helps because I let it out of my chest, allowing me to move on from you and whatever we had

In "Dont Look Up", the moon orbits closer and closer to us.. but you're the complete opposite

It feels like all the sudden, we lost everything we had and could've had

I thought of you as my world, but apparently you're just an orbitting moon