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If you're not dissociated, are you?
Idek know who is- like calm down.

It's 2 in the morning. Time to shh.

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Switched home server, so here's another
I'm Moss! A white, genderqueer, possibly nonhuman, autistic, disabled, generally queer person XD

I am really just trying to find a wee community and a bit more confidence about my pre-transition body! So expect rambles, rants, lewds, and nudes lmao ❤💕

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Nsfw: nudity (posted on old, reuploading) 

Had a fun time with light, and appreciating my body.
I am finding out as I move forward with my transition that I really do love my femininity and feminine features.
Past that, though, these tiddies WILL be chopped.

Art to cope with covid 

Made an ace lady tonight. Covid has been kicking my ass, so I'm glad to have gotten something done lol

y’all know how easy it is just to say “i’m sorry” and change your behavior and learn something? i’ve done it before. it’s like, a thing you can do.

asking for money help, boosts needed :boost_ok: 

hello!!!

my stimulus check hasn't gone through yet, so i need around $50 for groceries and $60-ish for medical weed

i've been trying to find a job video editing or something, i've been too afraid to apply at anything facing the public because i have asthma and if i catch covid i'll probably die

paypal: paypal.me/v33b33

venmo/cashapp: vantablack420

thank you so much for literally keeping me alive, fediverse!!! :black_sparkles: :blacker_heart:

#TransCrowdFund

Covid 

Just started losing my taste. Had some goat cheese as a snack and I literally just ~felt~
Same with my mt dew.
I had a burger for dinner and I could taste that strong flavor.
The ketchup, mayonnaise, and bread did not register.
The dijon mustard kind of did but only as the tingly feeling.

I can still smell as far as I can tell, but I have no doubts that it'll be peacing out here soon.

Covid thoughts 

My partner and I live 30 minutes away from the closest town and NOTHING delivers here. Literally nothing. You can't even get an uber out here.
Idk how we're gonna get food and shit without going out unless we can just get them to deliver to an address closer to town and then go pick it up? Or wait there to get it? Idk

Covid 

I got my cat back, but I got COVID from the interaction and I am fucking terrified rn. Breathing last night was bad. Today was better, but I can barely walk from the body aches and I am just scared.

Panic 

My partner's cat is gone. He got outside. I don't know what to do. He's gonna be upset for the rest of the night. Sir has never been outside. I don't know what to do

the phrase "illegal lego building techniques" is just inherently funny

my gender is like, fluid in a stable way. like a fountain for cats. its a genderlessness described more by what it is than what its not. its very particular in that its very extensive rather than very precise. singular and diffuse in a way that encompasses more than a singular. concrete in a vague way, present enough that it doesnt feel its there. confusing, yet comprehensible. its just kinda there

On another note: I was thinking about world building and, more specifically, about clothing.

SO if any of you lovely folks have a favorite era of clothing please feel free to let me know about it!!

YO! I cleaned my house ass house today, and made banana bread and I just feel so productive and good rn!!!

My life is so uneventful. I've been home just listening to audiobooks and cleaning for a whole week.

Bdsm quiz 

Adding Owner to that as well. That's a no from me, chief.

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Bdsm quiz 

Master/Mistress and Slave having any percentage makes me ~uncomfy~ and I'll go ahead and overrule those to a 0%

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Bdsm quiz 

I haven't done this in years, and figured I might as well do it again lmao

Gender dysphoria 

I'm really out here crying because I watched a guys "my voice on T" video

Nsfw 

Baths make me feel so sophisticated for some reason lmao

PLEASE REPOST 

URGENT crowdfunding for homeless woman’s food and transportation, $100 goal, boosts wanted

Tatiana needs $100 to get food and travel by Greyhound Bus from Vermont to NYC.

Anything helps, especially to help her eat!
Venmo @Tatiana-Toplitz18

Relationshp/neg 

For 4 years and were friends years before that. I just know that we work better as close friends and not romantic partners.
But coming to the realization during some of the deepest depressive episodes he's been in plus considering his abandonment issues. It's just not been fun.

It's fucking hard. I don't know what to do.
And there's the added: I can't work, and getting disability has not been going great. Just.
FUCK 😸

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Relationshp/neg 

Us both having ADHD and me being Autistic aids in that confusion. It leads to us interrupting each other constantly because we both know that if we don't say what we're thinking right then, that we'll forget it.
Plus there's the incompatible sex life.
Also the fact that as a whole we want to live very different life styles.
We work very well together on more casual things, and even when talking seriously as long as it is personal trials vs relationship trials. We've been together

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