@anandamide I'm lucky that Robina is my teacher. one of my favorite quotes from her is "real practice doesn't start till you get both hands down in your own shit"
another is "you can have compassion for people and still not put up with their shit"
“Honey-child, listen to me,” says Courtin, softening. “Our trouble is we can’t cope with our own suffering or the suffering out there, so we just want to make it all go away. We can’t. All we can do is do our best in this crazy insane asylum called planet Earth.”
"DMs are like tops: they can be annoying, but there's not enough of them to go around and they're vital to the process, so we have to be nice to them." - @titanpup , speaking nothing but truths.
Body stuff, thirst trap
This was me yesterday after a workout. The lighting in the gym always picks out my abs but they're not normally that visible, and I have a definite roll of fat on my hips and back, plus my pecs still sag, which frustrates me
God even writing that while looking at that image makes me realise I'm being ridiculous
Am I being ridiculous?
I'm being ridiculous. I took the selfie cos I'm amused with how jacked I look. But even so I see all the bits I wish looked better
are you an audiophile or an AUDIOPHILE
Lol actually the more prosaic explanation is that I've induced a very low, non pathological hypomania
I mean, we'll see how it goes I guess?
I've become a lot more direct, too. Something has definitely just... Changed for me. My LSD doses sit on the cusp of microdose and just pleasantly noticeable, taken fortnightly. I'm just... Pleased how this is going rn. And since the doses are so low I have enough LSD to carry this on for a year
Anyhow I think this might be a Challenge Size Dick so we'll see how I get on
I've gone from barely any sex interest for well over a decade to "yesterday arranged a shag in Birmingham for today while my mate will be at the gym". Honestly pretty wild.
This is all ever since an LSD microdose session a month ago and I'm minded to think it's not coincidental. It's like something's shifted inside me (😏)
I just love traveling on (quiet) trains
Came home, wolfed down a supermarket sandwich, a pile of pasta, chugged a two scoop huel, and passed out on the sofa
Then dragged myself to bed
Gay Buddhist gym rat. Tinkering with Linux. Walking in the Peaks. Technically poly, actually single. Occasionally NSFW.
Trying to do better
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