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Hi y’all I’m Miss PJ- I just moved instances from artalley.social altho I ain’t too informed on the drama there. I know something about CSA is thrown about and as a survivor myself, I’m just gonna walk my dog over here instead of getting it put on that proverbial racetrack. Rather new to Mastodon, I’m a lil sad to lose toots & interactions but I can appreciate fresh starts too which I’m happy to bring my followers to. 🌹

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For a dose of realness, you can read my toots in your head like Dolly Parton on heavy nitrous oxide. Hailing from the Smokies of East Tennessee, we have the same accent. I drew this Dolly art as tattoo flash.

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The first edition of my 7 Self Care Sins zine is now available! Featuring 7 full color illustrations inspired by the 7 Deadly Sins as Queer self care, each illustration’s color scheme is inspired by a different Pride flag. A pay-what-you-want option helps fund Trans healthcare for my friends who could use some extra support. Available at PJsuperior.Etsy.com 🌈💖

Romantic relationships aren’t the only breakups. And grief isn’t just for the dead.
People act like parental estrangement should come with no grief because the parent is still alive and “well don’t you hate them now anyway”. Often these are the same people who spend a year both (I suppose paradoxically) grieving AND hating a shitty boy- who is also still very much alive!- that they only knew for 5 months yet somehow fucked for 6. 🤔

I have no qualms with eating the lobster in of itself, as if I can afford lobster anyway, but because they are overfished I’m not trying to get my teeth on any. I do have qualms with how vegans shame my hillbilly background of having raised and killed our own pigs with love out in the sunshine and rain as if shaming of poor pig farmers and “being beyond that now” (with the ‘luxury’ of distance from ANY food sourcing) isn’t how the horrors of factory farming came to be in the first damn place.

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Life feeds on life. The carrot to me is as alive as the chicken. I feel people discriminate with which lives are wrong to consume based almost totally on how similar a life form looks to them (Two eyes and a butthole? Too much like human!) rather than the real situations for each animal. Factory farming is horrific but not just for animals- acres of monocultural fielding is just as much terrorism to the land and to life too.

There is quite the line between healthy skepticism and acting as if things are only true if and when you know about them.

I finally accept the death of the succulent in the window with ashes I tap from a smoldering roach into its terra cotta pot appearing to hold nothing more than dirt now as shriveled as the life within it has become in death. Trashy as I am in this moment, this seemingly careless act is actually a contemplative mourning- of a drowned plant with burning one.

It’s ok to not be Mary Fucking Sunshine, and when stressed, sad, angry, to express it, but we also don’t have to make the angst of suffering our central identity either simply to validate feeling that way at all in the first place. And make it others’ problems to deal with at that. Beware those who make you feel like you must continually live like that to earn/feel compassion.

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“You don’t owe anyone politeness for respect” doesn’t mean anyone owes you time and attention for a shitty attitude in place of any basic decency toward others either. There’s such a thing as nuance instead of defaulting to an opposite position in attempt to make a point. Especially when that opposite is blatant rudeness and purposeful disrespect to those you would otherwise fancy friends and even outright “comrades”.

🌲 -to copyright land, he acknowledges, is “absurd.” And yet he became willing to deal in such absurdities …
… altering the top six inches of his soil in any way—for example, by digging a trench to lay pipe—would constitute copyright infringement. They responded in the numerical language they knew, naming a really big number, ten times what they were offering other landowners -
Von Tiesenhausen turned them down.

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I’ve noticed those who are *actually* sexually divergent don’t read “smut” out of benign phrases quite as readily, easily, or often as those trying to “keep it pure” 🤔 so who is the real pervert here?

“Peg the Patriarchy” 🤔 

When it comes to the Met Gala fashion statement by supermodel Delevingne especially, that straight up aristocrat IS the patriarchy. Who does the Queen answer to? Not Parliament. The Mayor of London. From which this supermodel is bred on both sides. If pegging beyond this rapist context is then a desire, a fantasy then give the patriarchy their deepest desires? Fulfill their fantasies?

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“Peg the Patriarchy” 🤔 

This take on “pegging” is also aggressively gendered, or rather sexed, as if everyone doesn’t have a butthole regardless of genital formation, which is regardless to gender, which makes it weird coming from Queers. “Peg the patriarchy” 🙄 my intersex ass!! 🌈

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“Peg the Patriarchy” 🤔 

Regarding “pegging” as an automatic top dominance situation is problematic and pro rape culture no matter how you slice it because you are asserting that bottoming is always not only submissive but in colloquial cases is also insinuated as unwanted by the pegged as a means of vengeance. That would make it rape. And there’s a lot of homophobic context behind this.

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“Peg the Patriarchy” 🤔 

Pegging is a sexual desire, often a fantasy. To say Peg the Patriarchy is to say to fulfill its fantasies and embody its desires in service to that patriarchy. Especially when said by the fully titled aristocratic heir of the Mayor of London on both well bred sides of the family.
Painting by PJ Superior

Now having “real” privatized insurance has only made things even worse- the insurance company refuses to pay my medical bills which then multiply by the thousands and the hospitals make it my business hounding us me and no one answers calls at the insurance company- literally hours on hold but the bills don’t stop, won’t stop. I know you probably think I am just stupid, lazy, and otherwise inept. If so you’re just lucky to have always had adequate financial support without being chronically ill.

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I received exponentially way better healthcare in this country when poor and actually homeless ten years and more ago- before Obamacare which totally ruined how health departments work, which I never qualified for, was constantly denied, and still fined hundreds of dollars I could not afford yearly for “OPTING OUT of AFFORDABLE CARE”. 🤦‍♀️

Drawings looking for a loving slutty home for a good cause 👄 One of my dear friends has some scary dental stuff going on and I’m hoping for the chance to maybe sell some art in attempt to help fund the care she needs 🦷 These are $60 each, 4x6 inch color pencil drawings with glitter - DM for Venmo/PP exchange or screenshot of payment from this link gofundme.com/f/help-save-cryst?

My first rainbow holographic sticker design 🌈💀✨ I wanted to make something special as an extra treat for people ordering more than 50 bucks of stuff from me since I was able to afford to do this experiment 🧪🎨 pjsuperior.Etsy.com

Cornbread Fiasco

the name of my new fantasy jam band
inspired by current events

What is considered “neurotypical” is largely the normalization of narcissistic tendencies- in which people are expected to always “read between the lines” rather than what is actually said and shift personal behaviors from moment to moment to regulate others’ emotions in order to only perhaps be granted basic respect. Abuse culture.

In my case, real people in my life pushed me to my limits with these very ideas in the guise of positivity and support and then would later chastise me for not taking care of myself when I’d get sick and couldn’t go out whenever they invited/demanded and do whatever strenuous thing they otherwise insisted was so easy for anyone. So is my “internalized” albeism REALLY that internal afterall? Or is trauma from casual abuse from others real?

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